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Poem about my life
I fell @ 2004-10-14 - 9:30 a.m.
Just wanted to add a poem I have written describing my life.
When I was young,
I thought I knew it all.
The drunks who I want,
not the nice one at all.
I wanted to have parties,
the drinking, the fights.
Not the loving, the holding,
the man who makes everything right.
Little did I know,
how wrong I could be.
The bruises, the heartache,
the miserable me.
Seven years it took me,
to get up the strength.
To tell him it's over,
I made a mistake.
I still love the man,
who made everything right.
It is him who I dream of
everyday, everynight.
But how do I do it,
how do I get him back?
Will he want me again,
or is there something I lack?
Maybe he has moved on,
no interest at all.
What if he rejects me,
am I ready to take the fall?
Can I handle anymore pain,
Is what the drunk said true?
Am I worthless, meant to be miserable,
always going to be blue?
Is he worth the risk of pain
and unbearable sorrow?
Will he love me today,
and even tomorrow?
I have to find out,
I can't go another year.
I have to be with him,
I always want him near.
That is when I did it,
I picked up the phone.
I dialed the number and told him,
I don't want my daughter and I to be alone.
I have always loved you,
I am willing to fight.
To fix all my mistakes,
to make everything right.
The phone was silent,
then I hear, "I love you too."
Forever, for always,
it will always be me and you.
Someday we will marry,
never again to be apart.
From this day on,
I give you my heart.
That day I was so happy,
that is when my 'real' life had begun.
I not only have my true love,
but also two daughters and a son.
Someone so special,
a love meant to be.
Is always worth the risk,
prime example is me.